It's just that emotionally I'm in a worse state than I've been in since 2002 and I don't really feel like having people tell me negative things about me that aren't true. I can take consutrctive critisicm. I believe I am able to look at my situation (in poker, obviously not with Kayla as evidenced by her leaving me for, what, a third time?) objectively and do what's best.
If I didn't have discipline, I would move up to chase my losses. Maybe.
If I didn't have discipline, I would have gone to Vegas and entered the Main Event and the $5k shorthanded event like I was planning on doing. Like I told people I was doing. Like I promised to people I was doing. But I sucked it up, swallowed my pride, and decided that with the losing streak it just wouldn't be responsible for me to go and drop that much money in 1 or 2 coin flipping contests.
If I'm anything, it's disciplined.
Edit: And moody

Boy, you got me confused with a man who repeats himself.