We had friends and family over to celibrate my wife's birthday and hour 12,5 year wedding anniversary.I would have never thought I would say this

They all showed up at my game and supported us. Luckily I was playing good and made some important saves and I was able to not get too fanatic this time and injure myself on kicking the post to pieces.
Pokerwise I had a good talk with the misses and decided I needed some help if I ever want to make money again in this game and not waste my time because I am gonna screw up again. the last 2 years was a waste of time because i got drunk and fckdup.
my wife is gonna be my manager now and all I do I have to report to her. Whenever I drink and play poker at the same time it's over. Also i made this sheet where I have to report every day what I have done.
I know some of you will lol @ this but it's what I need atm. If this will not work in whatever way i will decide to call it quits.
I love this game too much and it is a too big of a part of my life to give it up now.
i have $500 coming in a few days and we are gonna work with that at $20 Nl level.
I'll promise...this is the last time.