I've been there.

But what you certainly don't need right now is Poker either imo.
When i was at your point all i did was play video games all day. and when i say all day i mean all day and then some. I didn't go to highschool anymore for prolly about a month, i told my conrector that i had good grades and that i was done with the year (i had AAAAAAA+ and there was no way i could screw up). She said ok to my suprise. And i 'didn't come to school for a month i just couldn't pull myself to it. I felt miserable all day alone in my chamber playing a video game.

Don't collapse see a psyathrist and work from there. i don't mean that's enough it will take alot more but i came out of it stronger. way stronger.

sorry to hear about your situation. my apologies for my inappropriate comment -- i thought this was more of a grades issue.

anyway, it seems like you're taking the right steps to regain some stability. i hope things get better for you.

Good news that your dad's so supportive. Just take as much time as you need, and good luck.