I just find it impossible to feel comfortable at these tables - I feel like I am always playing bad poker.
It's not like I'm losing - on the contrary I win very well (+$300 in 650 hands so far this week), it's just that I feel like I'm playing like a muppet..
two hands as an example...
I'm on the BB with
![The Jack of Diamonds [Jd]](https://pofex.com/images/smilies/Jd.gif)
Now I have bad position and no idea what this min raise means. As usual it's either a cheap attempt to get the lead in the hand with position post-flop or it's a monster...
So I re-raise to $6 to see if he has a proper hand. Limper folds. He calls. I am not comfortable. Pot is $13.50.
Flop is
![The Nine of Diamonds [9d]](https://pofex.com/images/smilies/9d.gif)
I bet $10. He flat calls. I really don't like this now. Pot is $33.50
Turn is
![The Five of Hearts [5h]](https://pofex.com/images/smilies/5h.gif)
With a full stack I would think about laying this down now. To be honest the only things that kept me in the hand were the amount of $$ already in the pot ( a call would leave me with $5.60 left) and and the fact that I didn't really have a good read on him - for instance he hadn't seen any showdowns yet).
I call. $93.50 in pot.
River
![The Five of Spades [5s]](https://pofex.com/images/smilies/5s.gif)
![The King of Diamonds [Kd]](https://pofex.com/images/smilies/Kd.gif)
![The Ten of Hearts [Th]](https://pofex.com/images/smilies/Th.gif)

A few hands later i feel like a total muppet when I call a $5 river bet to another (decent player) with my weak K on an AK board and he has AK. Normally I wouldn't put a penny in with second pair weak kicker but on Party I fell myself morphing into some kind of calling station with any top or over pair.
Whilst this means the good players do take money off me, the bad ones overbet so badly that overall I make more money this way.
But you see what I mean about being unhappy with my play even though I make better money
Anyone else feel the same?