Nothing changes for me, I still run like shit. I still lose every all in pot I play with the best hand and if there is a single card in the deck that totally fucks me and makes it completely impossible to fold the losing hand its there. Why the fuck do I still play this game it obviously hates me, I run like shit for weeks and months on end, I'm fucking sacred to get all my money in preflop with aces because every time I do I feel like an underdog to pretty much anything. The worst thing that fucking happened to me was winning so much the last couple of years because for some awful reason I keep remembering when AA actually and I flopped sets and when I did the card that hits every draw in the deck didnt come off on the turn. I keep thinking that someday I will go back to running something other than fucking awful and its obviously never going to fucking happen. I have other things to do in my life why do I still torture myself playing poker. Maybe if I was polite and respectful like all the "good" BTP posters god wouldn't hate me so much.
I seriously dont remeber what its like to run good or to have a real rush. A rush for me is flopping a set of 3's after missing like my last 30 sets in a row. Flop comes
![The Eight of Diamonds [8d]](https://pofex.com/images/smilies/8d.gif)
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![The Three of Spades [3s]](https://pofex.com/images/smilies/3s.gif)
![The Five of Hearts [5h]](https://pofex.com/images/smilies/5h.gif)
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