It's a bitch, baby. Play a few thousand and you may, MAY, learn to laugh about it. The only thing you can remind yourself of is this...
If it weren't for luck, they wouldn't play.
As long as your making good decisions, you will do fine. Just be sure you're making good decisions. It's very, very easy to think you're making the right play and you're not. The game is just far more complex than most give it credit for being. In time, with work, you will improve. It gets easier. But not that much. The edge a good player has over a poor player isn't as great as we'd like.
And I can assure you, NO ONE is more unlucky than I am!
CJ
"Are the players better as the stakes go up? It's not an exam; it's a buyin." Barry Tanenbaum